Stop this train.

1. Looking back.

This quarter has really changed and taught me a lot, hopefully for the better. Some of the major things I’ve learned:

- It’s really true that only God knows what the future will hold. His will is perfect and trumps any plan I have laid out for myself. I will never know exactly what I’m gonna face tomorrow, and I will never know how I’m going to react to it. Sometimes, my past and patterns in life can dictate reaction, but really, nothing in the future is cerrtain. With that, I’ve also learned that it’s hard for me to keep commitments. I learned so much about how inconsistent and uncommitted I am; namely, I have learned that I am a very selfish person who has a very hard time doing anything that doesn’t benefit me to some degree or another.

Dreaming

“When you’re dreamin with a broken heart,
the wakin up is the hardest part.
You roll outta bed and down on your knees,
and for a moment you can hardly breath.”

-JM

Man, dreams suck.

Also, you know the feeling where you have so much to say, but you can’t get it out? That sucks too.

I wish I could look for the best in others instead of assuming the worst.

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Also, I can’t leave out my favorite picture during finals week: